WE ARE NOT THE BEST PLANNER

 Assalamualaikum Hello!

Stickergirl is back again! Kali nie betul2....

Bermula 1 Jun - 14 Jun 2021, Malaysia akn "Total Lockdown" for the third time. Penat sebenarnya 

kejap PKPP,

kejap PKPB, 

kejap PKP, berulang-ulang sampai Abang Jamil mampus!

I've been busy hunting for a job during this pandemic. Till today, I still haven't landed any  job that related to my field. Thankfully, I'm on a contract job walaupon gaji sikit and after Oct 2021 need to find another job. To be honest, I'm exhausted looking for a job, many times jugak laa I broke down bcuz most of my friends dah dapat permanent job while me still terkial-kial cari keje. Yes, I know supposedly I should be grateful for having a job even though it is a contract but all my plans dah terbantut. 

Why? Because I nk kawen, want my own asset, paying my debt, and byk laaa.

 

  Tulips in Amsterdam

Sampai satu tahap my social media pon dh malaz bukak. I akan kecewa dengan myself while org lain dh berjaya. Tambah lagi my cousin same age as me pon dah dapat keje, tak ke rasa pressure yang teruk. My main enemy is instagram. I tak bukak my main account I prefer bukak second account. I just follow what I love to see and take some inspirations.

Slowly, I boleh accept with my conditions...Allah tak bagi mungkin kerja tu akan memudaratkan my health for e.g during pandemic if let say dapat permanent job, boss suruh masuk office tak ke ia mendedahkan my self to covid-19 virus. Banyak hikmah yang I dapat, duduk dengan parents, tak perlu sewa rumah di KL (skrg WFH from rumah), makan minum terjaga, dapat main dengan anak sedara and etc. Sebenarnya, I nie jee tak nampak mula2 tu iye la terpengaruh dengan keindahan di social media. 

 Tak sure bunga apa nie

I tak rugi apa2 pon sebenarnya disini. Allah know what is the best for ME. I supposedly should be grateful and thanks a lot to Allah. I believe one day my rezeki dapat kerja pon akan sampai...rezeki ini kan luas as long kita berusaha and tawakkal pada Allah. I pray for all of us:

May Allah bless us with endless happiness.

May Allah fulfill all our dreams, aspirations and May Allah respond to our duas.

May Allah reward us a home for in Jannah. Amiin!

Love,

stickergirl